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saturday evening

2006-10-07T10:29:00.000-07:00

damn... i just needed a medium to talk to...

I havent had dinner. My stomach is rumbling. I wish theres food in the refrigerator.
Dad didnt buy dinner for me this evening.

Had no plans. Everyone seems to be busy with their own programs. I decide to take this time to go get the ingredients for tiramisu. Yes! i am going to make tiramisu. Though..i never like the taste of it but she likes it. God, the ingredients cost me $40. It better be worth. I am going to try my best to follow the recipe. Hope i got the right ingredients. Dont ever want her to taste something bad. Gonna put all my heart on this.

Hope she will like it.

miss you

2006-09-24T05:25:00.000-07:00

i miss you.

alone

2006-05-12T21:51:00.000-07:00

i am all alone.

hows everyone

2005-08-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

Aint it surprising to see a new post from my blog? or does anyone still visit this blog? Well i got a little emotional tonight so i decided to note it down.

I just watch the dmmt video where we talk about the 3yrs in dmmt. That explains why i am here blabbering. I thought of the days we had in poly again, it made me felt Life...cos i feel that i havent been living when i am in camp. I miss those times... of cos those who are enjoyin ns now wldnt think back so much, but somehow i stil cant connect with the military..or rather i just cant find a way to like it. just gotta live with it. Wish to go back to sch so much..

guys have been busy with ns, ladies are busy with their career.
but i hope the next time we all get together, we will still carry the fun and livly spirit of the DMMT bunch! if anyone of you is free, take sometime to watch the video again, i will be interested to know how you felt after watching.

geez, i miss being a civilian..

and not forgetting my lovely princess, thanks for being with me throughout. without you i probably forget the taste of living...

i think this post signifies how much i hate ns.

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Boy to Man...My 21st

2005-05-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

HELLO! havent blog for ages. Well i turned 21 yesterday. No more playing a fool gotta get serious with lots of things. BE A MAN~!

i am gonna talk about my 21st bday for this entry.

Friday 13th 7:00pm

oh its not an unluck day for me. Parents brought me to Goodwood Park Hotel for teppanyaki dinner. I have been dying to check out the hotel. but sadly i did get a chance to explore the lobby. The dinner was awesome...awesomely expensive... Its $69 per set for teppanyaki. The food was unique and good though. The prawns were #$#@$@% awesome... i mean it has to be. Its like $12 for a piece of prawn... and the total bill for the dinner got up to $500. i am sorry bout mentioning all e price here..not boasting or something...its just that i havent encountered something like that before...so i thought of noting it down. anyway i am not e one tat pay e bill. Best of all, my cake for the night.. has a tennis racket and a ball design on it..

Thank you cousin Cindy for e ralph lauren perfume.
Thank you little cousin Royston for the card.
Thank you aunt Florence for the ang bao.
Thank you sis for the donald duck puzzle.
Thank you dad and mum for the cake and the dinner.

Sat 14th May 12:01am

Went to chomp chomp for supper with polymates. Guys i hope i ordered enough food for you all. I was really surprise. i wasnt expecting a cake, wasnt expecting anything. Just thought of treating you guys a meal. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! the hair thingy was eh..."nice" very thoughtful of you ppl. hehe. and of cos the surprise of the night.. N-GAGE! i have been wanting to get one. but nv really thought it wld be so soon. nv even dream of holdin one now. It was an awesome gift. and of cause the x-factor card!... THANK YOU ALL AGAIN! and lets credit Yongjia for his 'AWESOME' acting eh... hahahaha It was a great start to my 21st.

THANK ALL for the cake.
THANK ALL for the x-factor card.
THANK ALL for the hair reactive shampoo... :s
THANK ALL for the NGAGE!

Sat 14th May 2:00pm

After the long night, i continue my 21st bday by meeting my galfriend. It was another surprise again. my 3rd cake! which is the best of all. cause she baked it herself. Thank you galfriend! sorry for causin you to wake up so early for it. and TianTian~ thank you for helping Kat with the cake. I will help spread your Tian Tian bakery name. We went down to town for some animation thingy. it was crap though. so i shall skip that. DINNER! IndoChine @ wisma...or rather PhoChine... weee not too bad... the angel hair pasta was awesome. the herb crumb fish & chips erm so so...after that galfriend actually lighted the cake she baked and sang a birthday song to me.. so sweet hor... haha thank you galfriend~! the best thing bout the place...is the TOILET. damn nice...below the sink is a fish aquarium. Alan, if you are reading...Imagine we shit there, thn we dun close door..thn can admire fish while shitting sia...Power rite...hehe..

anyway i felt like a rich asshole that night. after dinner,we wanted to go living room @ marriot but doesnt look to comfortable. so instead we went to marriots hotel lobby for a drink. i had my first Singapore Sling. broke my first Fortunte cookie. damn country bumpkin right...but it was all good for a 21st... anyway the Singapore Sling is cb. lucky galfriend was there to finish it up for me.. hehe..the beautiful night ended after 12... thank you galfriend for treating me like a prince for the whole day...

Thank you galfriend for the cake!
Thank you galfriend for the effort!
Thank you galfriend for the n-gage as well!

LASTLY, THANK EVERYONE WHO MADE MY 21ST SO ENJOYABLE!

its been long since i blog bout something happy... haha
THANK YOU EVERYONE!

wierd

2005-03-25T05:35:00.000-08:00

i duno why... but i am damn sad.

home alone?

2005-02-12T04:16:00.000-08:00

yeah i m back...chinese new year... to sum it up boring. day 1 and 2 ...visiting with parents and head back home. i duno why but i didnt hang out with any frens at all. went out for awhile on friday. and on a sat... whole day home....though i hav programs but not in e mood for any damn thing. n my relatives are all at my house now. i simply cant stand noise. i dun feel the festive mood at all. i hate NOISE.

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its been long.....

2005-01-22T01:40:00.000-08:00

hiew~~ i havent blog for a million zillion years.... i dont know if anyone will still visit this blog. Anyway lots of things happen after ITP but i shall not touch on that.

Its been 2 mths since sch started. Feels great to be back in school. i will alwas treasure the times in singapore poly... and i am going to treasure the remaining moments...

....... you know what, i have been staring at this screen for the past 10-15mins. There are lots of thoughts in me but i duno where to start.

i alwas had trouble blogging. shall just stop here...

Die Man DIE

2004-11-03T22:15:00.000-08:00

Let me rot in hell and nv be born again.

Down on Mondays~

2004-11-01T12:00:00.000-08:00

this might be the last time i will blog or probably the last few times.. cos this wld be the last week of itp which means my last few days in office to do all the "killing time" stuff.

Last Friday was Juice Anniversary, so i hooked up with some sec sch frens and together we brought our asses down to zouk. We got the free invites and of cos there will be free flow of liquor.. Sounds good eh. but doesnt matter to me...cos i cant drink n dont drink....eh but i drank a little though....free ma..."bu her bai bu her" and they are giving our gifts like facial wash,fan,hair dye...all from gatsby.. i will just talk bout the interesting things i encounter on tat day.

Mc battle.-- there are 4 rappers so its like semi finals than finals. 1st semi was a chinese guy(abel, he looks like u.) vs this ang mo. Oki the chinese guy cant even speak proper english man. and he really cant rap. and the ang mo trash him really hard with the words. anyway the finals was between the ang mo and this guy tat looks like mike tyson... both of them did pretty well. haix...we asians can nv beat the ppl from europe.. the ang mo brought home with him a camera worth $900.

Breakdance battle?-- there were 2 groups of bboys. one main malays, another chinese. so its like one will come out and do some moves, thn e other group challenge wit another moves...and it goes on and on and on and on....but they were really good.

shoe --- yeah they unveil a limited edition Lebron James 2 shoe... theres only one pair in sg and duno how many pairs in the the world..50? i tink. anyway the shoe was out for bidding. It went to this guy that owns a shop in queensway. he got the shoe for 1K .... @.@

the human turntable-- this is the most amazing performance of all. This guy did all sort of sounds with his mouth... drumbeats, music, scratching, many arh...duno how 2 describe... i thought he actually sound better then the dj..

after the performances, the party started...and everyone started dancing and yeah i tink watever clubbers do in the club la...

oh i saw terance chao... wat i wana say was, i saw him walking up the steps to phuture, thn he look very 'sat'.. and i was standing by the side of the stairs...whn he was on his way up, he tripped and almost fell. wasted eh....hahhaha i tried controlling my laughter so fuckin hard.

anyway thanks to Juice for the invites.

How i wish ITP wld just end right now..i mean NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!..... i cant wait anymore....

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bleah bleah bleah

2004-10-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

ITP is HELL. Anyway i have finish my work on hand so decided to blog for awhile to kill sometime. Havent been feelin too good this few days and this morning something got me pissed.

I was on my way to the office and when i approach this traffic junction, it was a blinking green man. i decided to cross it anyway. as i was halfway through the cars tat where turning right have all turned so i continued walking the same pace. Than this fucking pcs of shit car( its a nissan sunny) cornered towards me in a high speed and start horning. i mean it was fast for a right turn but the speed is enuff to break in time... n i tink he didnt want to break and horn as he came towards me. i stop in the middle of the road and look at his car and he break infront of me. i stared at him and he started talking inside his car moving his hands n all ...as in scolding me la. i pointed at the traffic light n gesturing tat it was a green man n i am crossing the road. actually whn i turned n look at the traffic lights, it was red man already..haha, but come on he cornered so quickly becos he didnt wan to stop at the traffic and if a pesdestrian is crossing he shld jus fuckin stop and WAIT. what if it was an old man...his horn might just give him a heart attack. fucking driver. n its a fuckin nissan sunny. cb. oki but anyway after a short staring n gesturing between us i gave him a middle finger and continued walking. As i reach the other side of the st, from the side, i cld see he stop his car by the pavement. I continued walking towards my direction, and as i walk, i was lookin at the reflections from the glass doors tinking tat he might just come behind n hit me or something... haha.. but anyway tat did not happen.

Thoughts: i wonder did i commit an act of "ah beng". but fuck it. its him whos xl.

hmm 2 more weeks of itp...

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MFF

2004-10-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

THERES A MUTHA FUCKING FEELING THAT MADE ME FUCKING DOWN. EVERYTHING IS BUILDING UP. FUCK!

untitled

2004-10-12T13:10:00.000-07:00

hello people i am back. guess you guys will be thinkin i am down again tats why i am blogging. but let me tell you! .....yes i am down. Time is crawling in the office. even a 1yr old baby can crawl faster than this..

Went to Hard Rock last saturday to celebrate vals birthday. Her mum book a private room in Hark Rock just for her. It even had a bar inside. Cool shit but it must be costly. This party is meant to be a surprise for her. The moment she walked inside she saw all of her frens and relatives....she was so shock and she ran towards her mum and hug her. and of cos tears of happiness rolled down her cheeks. The best thing was we get to ordered whatever we want to eat. The food is really expensive. The onion rings were like the size of a donut eh. Amazing eh...though i didn really like it. but the rest of the food were really good. Yeah and the dj or watever person at hardrock got the whole hard rock cafe ppl to sing her a birthday song. Stunning eh.. oh yeah n i forgot to mention..we were watching the match between england and wales while eating... if lifes this way every day... i dun mind having itp. good food. good ambience. good show. Anyway got to sit in Lionels car again...more gauges in his car. changed his spoiler... few more yrs i tink i will be watchin him racing in sepang.

Sunday, I GOT TO SEE LOUIS FERRERO SAFIN RYAN STEPHAN GIGGS. Finally the four of us were playin tennis together again. FEELS GOOD! yeah but somehow i had a new injury on my knee. cldnt run..but luckily i stil managed to struggle through the session with my right leg. after 3hrs+ of tennis the 4 of us collapsed. the feeling is hard to explain...it seems like onli whn the 4 of us get together to play..we will feel this fatigue.

okie lunch... @%$#^#$%#$% 4 more hrs to off work. DOWN!!

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2004-10-08T17:45:00.000-07:00

FUCK is the word to describe my mood now.

anyway its just half hour more to the weekends. the guys will be back in singapore soon. glad to have them back.

this week have been a tough week for many of us. Many fell ill. sleep early ppl and drink more H20.(a standard set of advice.)

Ppl suffering from work, love, sch, just bear wit it. soon things will be better.

god bless.

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STA Evening Tennis

2004-09-30T10:35:00.000-07:00

Morning people. Once again.. i am sitting in front of my office com tryin to kill time by blogging.. Today i gonna talk bout TENNIS and more TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS! Like we always say... the blood of tennis is in our veins...

Played tennis ytd evening with 2nd seed Andy Thomas, 4th seed Mark Liew YJ and 5th seed Justin Agassi... oh and if you ppl are wondering whos the 1st seed...he's non other than Juan Louis Ferrero... ermm guys...i dont tink some sch team tennis player will be reading this rite?...arhaha...

I have been suffering from injury for a looonnnngg timeeee...and its hindering my play. Went to chinese physician once...but no improvement. Think i gotta go again.. Yeah i am actually suffering from tennis elbow.. and recently..i duno how the hell i injured my left wrist.. SUX. The tag they put on me... All rounder...but injury prone.... I couldnt get my form back... and i know the way i play is way from what i cld do. i dont dare to go all out, afraid that i will further injure my elbow. Dont wanna continue playing like this...but it cant be help... *sigh~*

Anyway upon calculations ytd, our big server Andy Thomas has improve his serve speed. Its 138km/hr! of cos when we compare to Roddick(210km/hr)...its bout half or so...but its stil very tough for us to handle his serves. Justin still tryin to get his backhand right and theres improvement and YJ.. aiya i nothing to say arh..when louis comes back he will be fuck big time... and me...like i said earlier...injury injury...though volleying has improve slightly but stil weak.... and i need to change my grip... Thomas said the grip now looks like it had been poke into an ass and pulled out... yucks.

As usual after the game we sat at our usual area and talk cock... yeah yj and me were playing ice war! you know spitting of ice at each other like kids... but hell with it... i like to relive youth.

COME ON!!

"Pentium40 Weekend"

2004-09-27T12:20:00.000-07:00

Yes..killing my time in office again.. and i gonna talk bout my saturday...

Woke pretty early on sat, gotta go back to sch to help out in the SP Novice Cup..for guys who went to watch tom and me played last yr should remember this event...hee The moment i reach sch, erwayne got me to umpire a match... The match was between two nerdy lookin guys... geez but i thought they played better then how i played in the past. One was taking N-code. it was an awesome looking racquet..i was hoping for a one sided match so i dun have to stand there and shout the scores...or shout FAULT! all the time... but it took pretty long and the game ended 6-3..The guy with N-code won anyway... The Novice Cup ended at bout 11 and i only got to play for awhile...my gal dun allow me to stay in the sun for too long...gotta be gd boy..

In the evening i attented my cousins' wedding held at Grand Copthorne, the one beside zouk... The furnishing of the area outside the ballroom was awesome...and they have a bar and a plasma tv there...cool eh. Anyway I was talkin to another cousin and he mentioned that he will be going to catch the thailand open ! he said theres roddick, federer and i was !!!!!!!!.... he also asked me whether i am interested....but the tics are like $70! *down* quarter finals, semis...final.. tats $210... air tics? expenses?... guess i wont have the privilege of watching professional tennis players play...

*swoosh~* my saturday's gone just like tat...
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Spent my Sunday with my gal, had a great time...
*swishhh~* Sunday's gone too...
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"486" Monday....*s.....w.....o.................o..........s..........h....~ ~~ * damn its not even lunch yet......

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Future

2004-09-21T12:20:00.000-07:00

"Giggs running down the wing, oh! he cuts into the centre and a through pass to Smith, Smith shoots! . . . GOAL!!!~~" -- Mum walks in "boy ah why are you playing game everyday! what do you gain from it. You should be moving on and think about how you are going path your future."

After that few sentence from my mum, my mood for game was 0. i know i should be moving on. but 8hours in office and i should be relaxing and enjoying myself whn i am home. I do think bout future..i believed many of us do. Being a blablabla...doing a blablabla business, setting up blablabla shop....but you see the thing is, how many can really think and plan the process. okie..Even if process is planned...how many can really carry it out..

In my aspect of life, sacrifice is always needed to gain something. i meant things like ambition, love, just something big. but i just dont want to sacrifice my fun anymore. I know i must attend courses i know i must read more i know i must widen my network i know there are many things to learn.. Despite knowing all this i am stil so fuckin lazy n i jus wana spend my life the way i want it before going into the army. i know Laziness will be the core to my failure in life. Lazy to move, lazy to talk, lazy to think...oh and even lazy to blog. if it aint becos i am in office tryin to kill time i wouldnt have talk so much. Humans are the wierdest creatures on earth.

Often how many teachings how many advises we get will not be use or appreciated unless we fall down hard, so hard that it wakes the fucking damn brain up.

Growing to be an adult SUCKS.

Sings: Forever young~~i wana be forever young~~

Reality

2004-09-17T13:31:00.000-07:00

I seem to have trouble with the blogger.....oki anyway heres what i gona say.....

hmm its abit back dated though....Last sunday...i went to watch cinderella with my gal.....The show was a pretty "no brainer" show.... but hilary duff's pretty!

In the theatre there was this family sitting behind us...and they have like duno how many daughters and one BABY. One of the daughter kept kicking my gals chair from behind.... n my gal got so pissed till she turned behind and scold the little gal....yeah the little gal deserved it. but the parents dun give a damn...

and now the worst part..... the FUCKIN BABY STARTED CRYING!!!!! and i expect the father to bring the baby out and pacify her....instead...what i saw was the father tryin to stuff the pacifier into he/her mouth....bad rite....but i would have stuff my fist instead.

Anyway i jus wana talk bout the show "cinderella" the story's bout a poor gal(very pretty) and a rich guy(very handsome). They got to chat online for quite sometime and they finally met up in a party...and well like those prince and princess story la...than the scene very nice one...... its alwas good to have fairytale story.....but pls dun dun dun ever expect fairytale stories to happen in this world. Imagine we chat on irc with a gal....and you know bla bla bla...n starts to fall in love with each other online...thn blablabla...thn whn you meet the gal face to face.. probably...at Orchard MRT or something.......Congrats...your sky has just tumble down..... (okie at least this is a definite thing for fuckup guys/gals) eg: jeremy, tom, louis....... sorry guys but ain't tat the truth!

*peace*

EPL

2004-09-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

i was reading streats this morning and i realise Rooney is going to man utd....wow~ though i dun really like man utd, i am getting more interested with the team...

I am a spurs fan whn i was young...cos of players like david platt...klinesman..ian walker....and i would say i support players rather than team... i wonder why would someone support a certain team...isnt it the players tat made up the team...*shrugs* and i turned to liverpool after tat cos the rise of players like owen, murphy, gerrard...........but soon soon i found a team i really like...and thats LEEDS UNITED!!!... why?...reason: still because of the players again...It was an awesome team with youngsters like Kewell, Bowyer, Woodgate and ALAN SMITH... but in a flash i also saw the downfall of leeds....and its really sad... nevertheless i am still a leeds supporter now...and i m stil proud to wear their jersey(provided if i have xtra cash to buy) even if they are relegated.... hope they they will come back to Premier League again......

hmm but now man utd seems to be the most interesting team to me...ronaldo...SMITH and now rooney.....i would be really interested to see more of their match now.... i thought they probably need someone like gerrard in the midfield....as keane is getting old.... just one more midfield signing wld be good for them....i will go for man utd to be champs this year....hehe but next season Leeds will be back...... oh and btw i like leeds also becos of their jersey...hehe and smith becos he's freaking handsome... aiya...ly should know me well... "hao kan jiu ke yi liao~"

monday blues

2004-08-30T14:40:00.000-07:00

i really hate mondays....in fact....monday to thurs.... Anyway i jus got back from lunch...and i thought i should just whine here to keep me awake for awhile. Weekends pass by so quickly....its like i havent even got a bite of it and here i am infront of my freaking lousy damn ass office com....

Gathered with polymates on sat for bbq....didnt go too well for me...infact didnt actually communicate much with each other....but the bowling was good....tom doing hooks...yj hitting drains...4hao visualising path....me tryin tennis stuns.... and thnx to justins "precision timing" tat made us all hype up....*snap* and we are all going home.... i dont know i just thought we didnt fulfill much in this meeting....and damn...i sacrificed meeting my gal for this.....

i havent meet my sec sch frens for a lonnggg time and i wonder how are they doing.... hope to meet up with them for bball, soccer, badminton, vball or watever...relive the old good times...haix....i tink i will like antiques in future....cos i love lookin back at times.......

lastly ly....i am waiting for you at the Sapphire Court..... be back soon...

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friends

2004-08-16T12:50:00.000-07:00

its 10mins before lunch so i thought i'll blog for awhile....went to pan pacific hotel to stay for a night during the weekend.....the room has a pretty good view.....the sea...esplanade...and all the buildings there arh....the stay there its actually a so call "farewell party or whatever for my pri sch frens"....they quite amazing arh...2months back we stayed in orchard hotel and they claim its a farewell for them before going into the army....and now...again farewell for them before going to the army...guess they wana have hell lots of fun before suffering....anyway they are going in this friday....during the stay they were whining n whining....but its cute....i wonder next year will i have the same fear as them....ARMY is SCARY........

/me salutes to Ralphin, Lionel, Terence

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busy busy busy

2004-08-10T10:00:00.000-07:00

its my 4th blog!!! hmm everyone seems so busy with their stuff nowadays.... #fresh@dmmt is so fuggin quiet...... n worst of ALL ...no WC!... bad very bad...
-hmm tom seems to be busy with his new shoes...n his xbox..(jealous) but...Top Spin will be on PC!!! i am so glad... -our louis seems to have trouble with the final cut pro...but believe he wld be a pro when he comes back...kinda miss playing tennis with him....- its seems tat all of us are so occupied....
actually i m at work now and i have no idea what to do after the so call long weekend....so i end up blabbering here.... i need games cos i am pretty sick of photoshop these days.. the only enjoyment i really get now is tennis..... n i really need more of it...oki i tink i m getting sick of typing for now....yeah i m an ass... back to work
sign off...

My3rd blog?

2004-07-15T09:56:00.000-07:00

Alright i gonna blog seriously...hmm work life is really horrible and i tink this wld last for 4mths...in fact...no its gonna last till i retire. have anyone of you had any plans for the future? few more years time, i have to carry the burden of supporting the family...how is this gonna be.. sometimes i am really afraid that i am not even up to it. i miss school alot...pri sch//playing "du jiao" or running around the sch aimlessly..gettin into troubles....secondary sch//playin soccer, volleyball, basketball everyday after sch.... poly// hangin around with our group lookin at gals, making fun at ppl, doing childish stuff......i miss all this...and chances of doing such stuffs are lower and lower...theres only another semester left in sch...is tat really all? am i really going out to squeeze in the train every morning from thn on? of cos probably army is another part of life tat i will be going through....but...20years...its like i was jus born ytd...n i wish i was.....the older i am the heavier my heart is...how wld my next 10 year be like? i feel so lost....

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2004-07-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

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My First Blog

2004-07-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

i know nuts bout blogging...